Last week I heard a powerful testimony from a man of God who shared how after a series of great difficulties and challenges (sudden blindness, multiple surgeries, and dying and being brought back to life) he asked the question most of us would never admit to asking. "God, why is this happening to me? I thought you loved me!". He recalled how during a heartfelt prayer, he had reminded God how he had served Him from a young age and had been in ministry for more than 40 years.